i think i'm growing up...

okay, first of all, i just had a great weekend!!! celebrating cathy's birthday with a day at shakers family fun center, and then a fabulous dinner at Bolero...it was so good!!! and having dinner with my mom and her boyfriend and Jon. it was such a good evening. i really think my mom is finally warming up to the idea of me and Jon together. i knew that she would love him as much as i do once she gave him a chance. he is so amazing, and he loves me so much. it wasn't going to be long until she accepted him. and now she's doing the girlfriend's mom thing and asking him to help out with stuff around the house. and he loves it!

okay, so...me, finally growing up...this whole relationship thing is like a whole new world. i really never understood how a relationship could be like this. i've seen the people around me in their relationships, and can't understand what it was for them to be together, even when they were upset at each other. but still these couples have worked out their issues and are happy together. and it all seemed so ridiculous to me until now. even though i'm still scared, i'm also excited. looking forward to the future is something new to me, and some days it seems to consume me. living so far away is practically torture. that is what Jon said the other day, and it pains me to know that i'm causing that hurt. i know it won't be forever, and i'm sure that i won't be staying in Lethbridge until March. i just want to be able to come home to him at the end of a day of work, and cook dinner together, and be able to do seperate things on the weekend and not feel guilty because it's cutting into the short time that we have together.

and we've been making so many plans. i'm still feeling guilty that i'm taking up all his time, but he keeps telling me that he enjoys every second. well, i guess that if he's not going to complain i should just accept it. i am going to try to make more time for us to spend with brandon and hopefully go and visit his mom and his sister.

well, i should probably get some sleep. i'm finally feeling better and i should probably try to stay that way...lol...goodnight to all you out in blogger land, hope my blog didn't put you to sleep, i know it's not that exciting...

later!

the secret life of the american teenager

this is the title of a new show coming out, with Molly Ringwald acting in it! she doesn't look very old in the preview, but she must be getting up there...i'm very interested in seeing it...tuesday night on abc...someone remind me! Joie, i leave that to you!

well, i'm starting to feel a little better. still pretty tired, but trying to stay up past 7! yay!

watching trading moms...i love this show...so much drama! it's awesome!

can't wait to go to calgary on friday! wanna see my man, and relax, and spend time with my family and friends. i really need to move back to Calgary. it would make all this so much easier.

okay, well, i think i have used up my energy for the day...but this is two posts in a few short days...so you all should be proud of me! lol...i am!

goodnight all...sweet dreams!

waiting...

okay okay, i'm putting up a post...geez...*giggle*



so, i'm just sitting here waiting for my boyfriend (that's right, i said boyfriend) to show up and take care of me.



life has been pretty hectic since the last time i was on here...so i guess i'll fill you all in...let's see, i started dating Jon, and i have no complaints! he is so amazing to me, and i can actually see a future for us...i actually want a future for us! he is very good at saying all the cheezy stuff that makes my heart melt, but with his words, he also proves how he feels by how he treats me, and how he acts. i have always felt that in my previous relationships i was pretending...



oops, i think i hear his truck...i'll be back...



yay...i'm so excited!!!!

.....

okay, so it's now the next day...and less than 24 hours later he is gone :( i wish it could have been longer, we don't seem to have enough time together...but he does have a big test tomorrow, and he has to go check in on his roomates dogs...

i can't wait until the day i move back to calgary. to be closer to everyone and not have to book time in for everyone, it will be amazing.

well, i guess i just have to make do with where i am right now. hey, i just got new couches! and they are so cute, and much more comfortable than my old, ugly as sin couch. and now i have more seating for if i have guests!

i have been sick for the last week...poor Jon had to deal with my sniffling, coughing, oh poor me whining while he was here...but i did warn him before he came...he wanted to come take care of me...he is so sweet.

not sure how long my job at original joe's is going to last...i called in sick for both my shifts this weekend (not cuz Jon was in town...i'm really sick...) and i've booked off next weekend...and the weekend after....and the weekend after...oops...oh well, not sure if i want two jobs right now. the extra money is really nice, and i do like working there, but i feel so bad booking off so much time...

well, that's about it i guess...i'm really boring...i'm gonna go finish watching the movies that we rented all by myself...the sweet girlie movies...hmmm, i think i'm making a connection...lol, just joking...

hope you are all having a great summer! thank goodness for sunshine!

later!