so, apparently as you grow, your plans should grow with you...and sometimes that means change. i would think that i, of all people, would be okay with change...i've been all over the place (well, all over Alberta) and i pick up and leave easily. but there is one plan that i seem to be putting off and putting off...and maybe it's time to accept that i need to maybe change that plan. i've been told that i'm putting my life on hold because of these plans, but i've been putting the plans on hold because of life, so really i'm not going anywhere or doing anything, and i'm becoming depressed because i feel like i'm not doing anything with my life...which right now, i'm not. anyways, that's all i have to say about that for the moment...wish me luck out there, hopefully i get the job i am waiting for...i should know by tuesday...
(adding this) a quote i found while reading last night:
Will considered what to do. When you choose one way out of many, all the ways you don't take are snuffed out like candles, as if they'd never existed. At the moment all Will's choices existed at once. But to keep them all in existence meant doing nothing. He had to choose, after all.
- The Amber Spyglass
and my boss at the pub is the best. i know that i complain, because working with her can be stressful, but she has the biggest heart! i told her that i'm going to be working in an office, but i would love to stay working with her, and she just told me to let her know when i can start again. i couldn't imagine not working there right now!
and it looks like i didn't kill my tv after all...lol...my mom is so funny! she was here this weekend picking up carolyn's stuff, and we stopped at walmart for groceries, and she kept trying to buy me stuff...she is so cute! and when she read that i killed my tv, she called me immediately to see if she could get me a new one! i have got to have the best mom in the world! she spoils us all too much, and has an ability for unconditional love that i've never seen in anyone.
my foot is still healing. i hit it as i was trying to step over something today...it was kinda painful...but i don't think i did any more damage to it...i hope not...stupid foot! i just wanna go back to work...
so, i have a new bedroom, and i love it! right now it's a mess, and i have tons to put away, but it's all set up, and it's bigger than the other one! i just love it! i have way too much stuff!!! and now i have to clean and set up the other room for my new roomate! i can't believe she is going to be here in a week! time just flies! and i can't believe i haven't worked in three weeks now! i'm starting to get used to this whole not working thing....i really need to find myself a rich husband, then i could enjoy all this time off, instead of stressing about money, and not being able to go out or to the gym or anything...
well, i've talked enough, and mostly about good things (i hope you are happy...you know who you are)...i hope that you all are doing great!! don't let life get you down, and as Annie says, there's always tomorrow!!!
laters
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